Never

I said I'd never wear "bell bottoms" and now my preferred style of jeans is "flare leg". I said I would never be a gardener and now I spend upwards of an hour a day tending to my flowers. I said I would never try In Vitro Fertilization if it ever came to that and this morning I am sitting at home waiting for Fed Ex to deliver $2500 worth of IVF injectable drugs.

Never is apparently closer than it sounds. Which may be a good thing. Just maybe it means my child is closer than I think. Maybe my gloomy predictions that I'll never get pregnant, never have a child will follow the same course as my other "nevers" and turn me into a liar. Being a liar never sounded so good.